I have not had the energy or motivation to blog over the last month. However, I like most other Canadians jumped on the Bianca Andrescu bandwagon. And why not she is amazing talented mature beyond her years. The poise, determination fortitude to win the US open this past weekend. She beat the world’s best in Serena Williams. The superlatives to describe her victory are endless.
One of the things that marvelled me the most was how she channeled her emotions through meditation. I have never given mediation much thought. I thought it was hocus pocus. I also thought I didn’t have the patience or the imagination to meditate. Maybe I will give it a try. I was making excuses.
After weeks of feeling sorry for myself. Cancelling out on exciting opportunities and letting my depression get the better of me. I do not want to make excuses anymore.
August 31 was world Overdose and Awareness day and September 10th is World Suicide Prevention Day. I have been thinking about people who have died from overdose, addiction and suicide. Thankfully I have not overdosed nor been addicted to drugs or alcohol. I have had suicidal ideations including one severe ideation 19 years ago. I was on vacation and was having an extremely low time. I strongly thought about not coming home. Nobody would care if I didn’t return.
I am very happy that I reached out and called my father. There was no judgement, just a simple how can I help? Four of the most important words one can ever say to another person.
So, tomorrow light a candle for all those who have died by suicide. It is not a sign of weakness. Be strong be brave be kind be supportive and be like Bianca. She is amazing and so are we.
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